Roxicet Withdrawal Anxiety

The emergency exit may not exist because it is useful Del

One day someone told me that my problem is being able to become and be anything and anyone I want. The Destiny can take any road or offer me any way I want, basically because I could always.
This thing, which so excited my partner, I was terrified.
that when I go to the movies almost always want to know the plot in advance, I can not stand not to know how to go to finish things!
And now I find myself in the position of having to choose, if you take a chance in a totally new, which I have long sought an area that I know of which I have no experience and I have not the foggiest idea if I like it or not. One area that perhaps, honestly, I'd only the economic impact. And I do not feel bad to say, I'm a cynical person, even when you need it to be.
Or keep my route waiting for a response in a more similar to mine, but I would have free time to continue the work I do now.
If I choose the first way - which is absolutely not that will follow - it is clear that I have to give up my current chore, and it is also clear that it might not be as easy with my school. But it is not even mentioned.
So I'm here, staring at the computer screen, with my father who blames my life choice, that still does not understand that my work can never be the work that took him 8 hours for 5 days per week, for 40 years in the same place.
My job, my profession, I am not that. Although some, this is not to be scared.
But my mother who tries to help, but clumsily, repeating what I say, not really help me to understand, even if he tries, tries, agrees.

And so, once more, I realize it's really finished, done, dead, perhaps as long as you were asleep in the backseat of the car and everything was fine. Everything was safe.
Now I find myself behind the wheel and do not understand how there are over, and I'm scared.