Unhandled Exception : C0000005

:)))) When I was still an unpaid intern, even when I was preparing for the 'Esamedistato and I heard some friends and friends who told me: I'm trying, but I can not find work there is none, when in fact none of this concerns me, I thought, wow, time is a little black, but it is not the end of the world. I find it, not once, but definitely somewhere I'll start. I have sinned
perhaps a little humility and a little common sense. Because in reality, now, I find myself in their exact same conditions (which, incidentally, unfortunately, have not changed even for them).
Looking, but there is little to find if there are no ads.
And then I ask: but what is it doing everything on time, in fact, even before graduating at age 24, be admitted to just 25 years old, why do I need to hear God, but you're so young, how did you do?
WHAT THE FUCK DO I NEED TO BE ALL THAT YOU ARE REALLY WRONG WHEN OTHERWISE?!?

Why do I need to stay home a year and a half years, one month, three months, four months, five or How long, then to hear me say, eh, but you all this time what he did?
What I should have done or do you think? I'm still studying, maybe I should enroll in graduate school. Yes, well, very well. More money, another four or five years (not months, years), where you can not do anything but that, or just pieces of work, because you have to study, follow a training course (free), and your life, to come to be what? Therapist. Well, fine. And then? Who do I find clients? About me find the job? Whoever offers me a job in 30 years played without any experience, but with taaanto taaanto study on the shoulders? Who gives me a fucking guarantee that after all this my life will not say good but at least I can calm and start thinking about a family?

Forget, so I know this is a fucking rhetorical question.